Post by NARCISSA ROSE MALFOY on Sept 12, 2011 14:25:37 GMT -5
NARCISSA ROSE MALFOY
[/color][/font][/i]{ TONIGHT I'LL HAVE A LOOK } [/color][/font]
AND TRY TO FIND MY FACE AGAIN[/i]
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& name;
narcissa rose malfoy (née black)
& nicknames;[/color]
cissy, cissa
& age;[/color]
24
& year;[/color]
n/a
& birthday;[/color]
december 12th
& house;[/color]
former slytherin
& affiliation;[/color]
death eater supporter
& occupation;[/color]
lady of the manor
& sexuality;[/color]
heterosexual
& wand;[/color]
11 3/4 inches, walnut, unicorn tail, powerful
& blood;[/color]
pureblood
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{ BURIED BENEATH THIS HOUSE }
[/color][/font]MY SPIRIT SCREAMS AND DIES AGAIN[/i][/color][/color]
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features. features. features. features.[/color][/font]
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& hair color;
in between white-blonde and yellow-blonde, usually straight
& eye color;[/color]
piercing blue
& distinguishing features;[/color]
pierced ears
& play by;[/color]
jessica stam
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{ PULL BACK THE CURTAINS }
[/color][/font]TOOK A LOOK INTO YOUR EYES[/i][/color][/color]
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personality.personality. personality[/color][/font]
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& likes;
lucius, being married, shopping, gossip, reading, cuddling, sitting in front of the fire, thunderstorms, making love, dancing, being doted on, her sisters, intelligent conversations, debates, make-up, galas
& dislikes;[/color]
being alone, getting older, the cold, losing arguments, war, having a broken heart, interruptions when speaking, being thought of as 'just a pretty face', her family being threatened, arguing, muggles, blood traitors
& strengths;[/color]
decent duelist, intelligent, quick learner, goal-orientated, protective
& weaknesses;[/color]
implodes her feelings most of the time, Lucius, can be aloof and cold, criticizes herself
& fears;[/color]
losing loved ones, spiders, gaining too much weight
& boggart;[/color]
she's afraid she won't be able to conceive children
& mirror of erised;[/color]
to be a mother
& turn ons;[/color]
accents, being treated equally, wealth, pure blood, sharp image
& turn offs;[/color]
being treated as a housewife, too much boasting, overweight or obesity, messy eaters, dirty clothes or house
& personality;[/color]
narcissa is, quite-typically, a girlie-girl. while she loves to wear skirts and dresses, she loves to dress-up for whatever she's doing. she believes firmly that looks are important when making an impression (especially the first one, at that) or to be taken seriously. she never goes over the top in her looks (unless she's trying to seduce lucius) and always wear just the right amount of make-up that says she's serious, but not too full of herself. (for galas, however, narcissa likes to wear quite dramatic make-up, especially on her eyes.) she can be viewed as an attention-hog, but that's not the case. she was brought up in a world where women cowered behind their husbands and often took no interest in politics. she does not follow this unwritten law. narcissa will speak her mind if need be and she will most certainly let no man, including her husband, push her around.
as stated before, others classify her as aloof (to outsiders, that is), arrogant, aristocratic, mean, cold and egotistical. narcissa acknowledges these characteristics. however, those closest to her will find a different side of her. a side that's caring and loving. she would do anything for her family, as she is fiercely protective over them. the only time she might withdraw into myself is when there is an argument (unless she's involved in it.) narcissa doesn't care to argue (especially not with her sisters). debating, however, is different. she'll debate, if asked, with no protest. most times, she implodes her negative feelings. she refuses to admit that someone hurled an insult and she was hurt by it; narcissa is very sensitive about her pride. when it's gone on for too long, though, she'll often snap over the littlest thing and promptly burst into tears.
perfectionism is a large part of narcissa's life. it ties into the 'making a good impression' aspect of her personality. she wishes for everything to be perfect and in place. (this goes for her looks as well - a hair cannot be out of place.) she struggled with weight/body image issues in her teenage years, despite always being thin. but she's a perfectionist and maybe she has some control issues. narcissa holds herself to high standards and, as a teenager, she didn't believe that she was thin enough. (a muggle doctor probably would have diagnosed her with anorexia.) she had since managed to take control of her control issues (odd much?) and she worked through the issues she had. still, when narcissa is stressed or worried as an adult, she'll go all day (or days) without eating. it's honestly unintentional.
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{ THE ALTERS CALLING }
[/color][/font]BUT MY LEGS WON'T SEEM TO STAND[/i][/color][/color]
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history. history. history. history. history[/color][/font]
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& nationality;
British
& parents;[/color]
cygnus black iii, father, deceased
druella black (née rosier), mother, deceased
& siblings;[/color]
bellatrix lestrange (née black), 28, former slytherin, death eater
andromeda tonks (née black), 26, former slytherin, order supporter (disowned)
& other;[/color]
lucius malfoy, husband, 25, ministry worker/death eater, former slytherin
ted tonks, brother-in-law, 26, former hufflepuff (never accepted)
nymphadora tonks, niece, 6 (disowned/never accepted)
& pets;[/color]
an owl called aristotle
& history;[/color]
narcissa was the last child and youngest daughter to be born to cygnus and druella black. she thinks her father had wanted a boy, but her charisma won him over eventually. it was a shock that she came out with blonde hair and blue eyes. she resembled the rosier family more then the black family. these two things, although minor, would prove to be just the beginning of differences between the three black sisters.
her sisters, were 4 (bella) and 2 (andromeda) when she was born. shortly after giving birth to her last child, druella passed away. narcissa would never know the comfort or protection of her mother. the relationship with her sisters was less than ideal. she was bossed around by them, pushed and shoved, but could always manage to get them in trouble since she had her father wrapped around her finger.
being a black, a pureblood and from an aristocratic family, impressions were important. at a young age, narcissa learned to speak drench, play the piano and ballroom dance. she also learned to sit up straight and still during tea and to treat guests with the utmost respect. (she was probably the one, out of the three girls, that grasped these instructions the best.) it was probably why cygnus grew fond of his youngest daughter. she was, seemingly, the perfect daughter. when she was 5, her aunt and uncle had a son. unfortunately, the two never really 'hit it off'. It was Sirius' younger brother, however, that narcissa clicked with. she took him under her wing as she got older.
narcissa was sorted into slytherin when she finally got to hogwarts. she was excited to be with her sisters again, though that excitement was soon replaced by hurt and confusion. bella was older and therefore thought it 'uncool' to hang out with her baby sister. andromeda had her own friends, too, and was hardly around. narcissa was alone, it seemed. but she made friends quickly and even befriended lucius malfoy, which got bella's attention. no, bella didn't fancy him; they hated one another. to get back to her sisters for being uncaring, narcissa refused to de-friend lucius. at hogwarts, narcissa was a very bright student. she wanted to make her father proud.
but as she got older and more mature, narcissa felt even more alone. she wanted to have healthy relationships with her sisters, but it seemed as if that wouldn't happen. she imploded her feelings and tried to take control by essentially starving herself. if she were to be the perfect daughter, that meant she had to thin as well. this started about the time narcissa was 15 and continued until she was 18. she dropped to her lowest weight after andromeda left and it seemed as if she wouldn't recover. but the one person who seemed to care and had always been by her side was lucius. narcissa focused on him; he was the thing that got her through the day. it didn't take long for her to fall in love with him. but, of course, lucius had a girlfriend and it seemed fairly serious.
much to her surprise, lucius and his girlfriend broke up soon after narcissa discovered her feelings for him. it didn't take long for them to become a couple either and by the time narcissa was 22, they were married. for the first time in her life, she felt as though something had gone right, something had worked out in her favor. she was madly in love with her husband and life couldn't be more perfect.
but those feelings were short lived. after their honeymoon, narcissa found out she was pregnant. just weeks after that, though, she miscarried. it was the worst feeling in the world for her. it took try after try for her to pregnant again, but the same thing happened. after consulting with a healer, narcissa was told that she'd done damage to her body during those years of starvation. she may not be able to have children. they decided to put her on fertility potions. she's been on them for about six months, but still has yet to get pregnant.
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{ GUESS I'M A COWARD }
[/color][/font]SCARED TO FACE THE MAN I AM[/i][/color][/color]
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& name;
hanna
& age;[/color]
22
& experience;[/color]
about 8 to 10 years?
& time zone;[/color]
-8 GMT (PST)
& other characters;[/color]
none here
& role playing sample;[/color]
Narcissa's days were usually filled by sleeping late, eating a light breakfast on the veranda with a good book in hand, a stroll through the gardens to make sure everything was still looking it's best; then she'd traipse up the stairs and down the hall, around a corner or two to the master bedroom to get ready for the day which had already started for everyone else hours before. She'd spend the rest of the day out of the manor, shopping or meeting with friends, whatever she felt like doing that particular day.
Rarely did Narcissa visit her husband at the Ministry of Magic. She would like to more often (especially when she felt most aroused and an office rendezvous only made the temptation worse), but for some reason or other, she got the sense that Lucius didn't fully appreciate her surprise visits. But maybe that was all in her head; maybe she was just imagining those feelings. Narcissa wouldn't have been shocked if she was. Then again, she couldn't blame her husband for hating disruptions, even from her.
Today, however, was different. Narcissa had been nibbling on biscotti, leafing through her book (her mind was preoccupied), and thinking about what she'd do for the day. Just yesterday she'd gone shopping for herself and probably had spent too much on several new outfits, so she didn't feel like hitting the shops today. Not even to shop for items for the manor. Narcissa thought that maybe she'd climb back into bed and when Lucius got home, she'd coax him to take her out to a nice restaurant, just the two of them. But another idea popped into her mind: why didn't she just visit her husband at work?
So that's where she was now, standing outside the slightly ajar door to Lucius' office. Narcissa peered inside, watching him for a moment, before she finally pushed the door open. "Hello, love," she greeted him lightly with a smile, stepping inside of the office and closely the door quietly.
Rarely did Narcissa visit her husband at the Ministry of Magic. She would like to more often (especially when she felt most aroused and an office rendezvous only made the temptation worse), but for some reason or other, she got the sense that Lucius didn't fully appreciate her surprise visits. But maybe that was all in her head; maybe she was just imagining those feelings. Narcissa wouldn't have been shocked if she was. Then again, she couldn't blame her husband for hating disruptions, even from her.
Today, however, was different. Narcissa had been nibbling on biscotti, leafing through her book (her mind was preoccupied), and thinking about what she'd do for the day. Just yesterday she'd gone shopping for herself and probably had spent too much on several new outfits, so she didn't feel like hitting the shops today. Not even to shop for items for the manor. Narcissa thought that maybe she'd climb back into bed and when Lucius got home, she'd coax him to take her out to a nice restaurant, just the two of them. But another idea popped into her mind: why didn't she just visit her husband at work?
So that's where she was now, standing outside the slightly ajar door to Lucius' office. Narcissa peered inside, watching him for a moment, before she finally pushed the door open. "Hello, love," she greeted him lightly with a smile, stepping inside of the office and closely the door quietly.
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[/color][/font]credits. credits. credits. credits[/color][/font]
Goosey at CAUTION 2.0 made this and she would REALLY
like it if you didn't remove the credit. She worked her butt off and she just so happens
to know a pack of ravenous penguins that she will unleash on you if she finds out you
stole it. And all lyrics go to the band CAGE THE ELEPHANT, and their brilliant song
BACK AGAINST THE WALL.
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